Dear Ones,
Notice that we started with the charge to ‘Love yourself’ for all Love flows from Self-Love. Make sure that you have dealt with any resistance that comes up for you when you hear that admonition. ‘Love yourself’ is sometimes taken to mean that you must ignore other people or be self-ish in your dealings with them but we would tell you that loving yourself is the most loving thing that you can do for others.
If you would give until you are depleted of energy then you have nothing to give to the next person who might be in need. If, on the other hand, you always take care of and love yourself, then your well will be full when you are truly needed to help others. This is not self-ish. This kind of self-love is the kind that allows you to be the most loving individual to others.
When your energy starts to flag, if you find yourself catching illnesses or seeming to be depleted or even depressed, ask yourself how you have been deficient in loving yourself. Do you need to do something drastic to take care of yourself? Sometimes this might take the form of a private retreat or vacation so that you can replenish your energetic connection to your True Self Within. Sometimes it is as simple as an hour’s meditation or a long soak in a hot tub. Do you need to work with someone to uncover your emotional needs? Then make the appointment. Do you need to start journaling? Then make time in every day to do just that.
Perhaps you are just needing to get a good’s night sleep but other responsibilities are keeping you from that. Decide what it would take to give that to yourself, such as spending a night or two away from home so that you can truly relax from responsibility, and then give that to yourself.
You know, deep inside yourself, what you are most yearning for. Self-Love is deciding to give that to yourself. Taking care of yourself and your inner needs is a part of realizing your mission on Planet Earth. You came to the Planet to be an individual with a purpose to fulfill. You cannot fulfill that purpose if your energy is spent on other endeavors. Fill yourself up with the energy that you need. Plan your day, your week, your month around making sure that you do not deplete your energy. Eat, exercise, sleep, meditate, journal, take walks in Nature, listen to uplifting music, engage in a creative activity that feeds your inner being. All of these should be a part of your daily life. If you are putting off even one of these then examine your priorities. Are you waiting for your schedule to free up some time so that you can do these things? That will never happen if you are waiting for some external permission to include these activities. Are you delaying because you feel over burdened with taking care of others? Then ask if your taking care of them is allowing them to blossom into their highest manifesting of Spirit energy on the Planet. Also ask yourself if you have blocks or fears about stepping into the greatness that is yours to manifest in your lifetime.
Really, seriously examine your life and your priorities. You must use every day of your life to further your personal growth. If you keep putting off this work then look at the excuses you give yourself.
Today, as you read these words, make a commitment to yourself that you will start to look at your schedule with an eye to making sure that you are loving yourself first. Program the rest of your time around those activities that feed your Inner Spirit. The ‘you’ that develops from making this commitment will be the most loving, giving ‘you’ that you could ever offer to others!


MUSE-INGS: “Seek the Light in the Dark Feelings” by Rosemary Bredeson
December 21, 2010 — RosemarySadness? Grief? Loss? Who wants to think about those things?
But, if we are committed to living a Conscious Life, then we must be aware of our feelings for they do represent important guidance for us along the path of personal growth. How comfortable are you with those feelings in yourself? How about in another person? Is it hard for you to experience another’s grief or sadness and really be present to them when they are feeling those feelings?
I know it can be hard to stay with what is uncomfortable but that great growth is the blessing in learning to do this. There is always Light on the other side of that which appears to be darkness. The Light is in there somewhere. Searching for the Light requires that sometimes we must make peace with the darkness. It is like allowing your eyes to become adjusted to the lack of light in a room. Once you have adapted, you can see far more than you could see initially.
It’s the same with feelings that we might be tempted to judge as ‘dark.’ When you stay with that feeling, keeping your eyes open and seeking what is available within the feeling to help you grow, you will become immersed enough for your vision to clear and show you the lesson.
A good friend will be present with you when you are feeling these feelings. A really good friend will hold you in a healing space and help you to stay in the feeling long enough to learn the lesson. The temptation to joke or lighten up the mood takes us away from the honesty of what we are feeling. And honesty is the necessary quality in order that we might go deeply enough into our feeling to learn the lesson that lies there.
Can you give yourself permission to be honest with yourself? Can you suspend judging yourself and those around you for feeling what feelings are coming up? Learning to recognize feelings and to work with them becomes a part of the process of personal growth. A very important part.
Feelings emerge from a place deep within us. Often feelings look as if they are about something going on around us at a particular time. But sometimes those feelings are attached to something from the past and we are fooled into thinking that they belong in the present moment. If you have suffered a hurt in the past and something arises that brings up that past hurt, you might be tempted to react as if the past and the present events have merged into one. This can increase the feelings so that they are no longer appropriate for that one moment.
Losing someone can be linked, in the unconscious mind, to previous experiences of abandonment and the feelings of loss can be increased because of this linkage. Becoming conscious of the source and depth of our feelings puts on in a place where we can be effective in learning from the entire experience. If we know that there might be something in the past that is still begging for our attention so we can learn the lesson then we owe it to our self and to our personal growth to stay with that feeling until the lesson is revealed.
But all of this does not mean that we must wallow in sad feelings and cling to them while ignoring the life around us. As in all things, we must find balance in our lives. Clinging to feelings without doing the processes of working with the feelings, learning the lessons, is a form of self-centeredness that can drive people away from us. Feeling the feelings, working with them, moving forward in our personal growth – this is the path with the most reward. For when we choose to actually DO the work of growth then we can move through and beyond the feelings that we are feeling. It is in refusing to do the work that we become stuck.
Decide today to choose growth over being stuck in your feelings!
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